Monday, March 27, 2006 12:59 AM
sigh. starting the second week of the school. suddenly don't feel like studying at all. but then now, i'm on a 20-hour study rule! whee. have to discipline myself to complete this study rule, if not, i'm not able to attend church events. wahaha. MUST MUST MUST!!

why is it that you felt that i treat you as a replacement? and since you do so, why didn't you tell me earlier? why is it that you still allow things to happen? today, before you came online, something happened. and my feelings is being mixed up again. perhaps, i like no one, but only God. perhaps, all is just my imagination. i do not know. and i do not want to know. i'm tired of thinking. hope that we will remain what we are. because i did give my whole heart to you once, or even twice. but it's now shattered. i still hope that you can come on the 2nd and 9th april. my desire in my heart


1. expand and enlarge
2. stretch out the curtains
3. do not spare
4. lengthen the cords
5. strengthen your stakes
6. expand to your right and left
time to recommit myself. but can i? definately yes! i know i will do it, means i will do it.